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2012

2012-01-24T23:26:00.009+08:00

Hello 2012!

Life has been good, with festive season like Chinese New Year, New Year & Christmas, which is one after another.

Life is colourful...

Peaceful slience

It look so beautiful!
The sky appeared to have double rainbow after the heavy downpour. It was really awesome!

This blog will be forgotten.
so does the owner.

Great year ahead!

thing don't go the way I want

2011-12-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

Like a sad.
What if I'm stucked being here, with some reasons that stops me.
To pursue my interest, to pursue for a new experience.
I tried.

And I just got to accept the fact that I need to stay here for long.
No one can understand & feel it.
This is neither my interest nor I'll be foreseeing any development.

I wish the time stop now.
What I expected, come true in a blink of an eyes.
-I'll be left alone, sliencely.

Saturday love

2011-11-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

A shopping day cum a meetup & catchup with friend.

Non-stop talking exercise did not make me tired for the whole day :)

It's a pity that there was no camera, cos the christmas decoration look very nice.

Exploring iphone camera apps...

Heading to town again, it was like almost every weekend of the common hangout place.
Kinda bored of the place, when I could try one day to close my eyes and walk around the area?

\
A good catchup on a saturday.

When the shop closed & no people walking ard the mall,
it looked very nice with the crystal tiny light on... :)

Life is good during weekend.
Because I find my own happiness (food & friend).
And instead of being stucked on the unhappy time.

Weekdays, life is just like a snail life, with no motivation.
till then.

Japanese Buffet

2011-11-23T23:07:00.007+08:00

Last friday, an awesome dinner Japanese Buffet.
Buffet costs me $50, but it is very worth it to go.

I was in a cloud nine having with so many variety of food.... :)

with Chocolate Fondue dipped with Marshmallow and fruits....

with Seafood; Fresh Prawn and scallop. Most of the time, I ate the "fake" scallop that mixed with flour, now it's the fresh one!

Seafood loves.
Isn't it drooling?

Dessert with different flavour of cakes- green tea, cheese cake, chocolate & vanilla cake.
It come with ice-cream too, I love the freshly panfried salmon.

Tako Yaki! Fried crab, cold jap noodle & BBQ grill chicken.

with Miso soup, it tasted nice too!

Having a break from the buffet, took this with my greatest accompany.

Awesome late friday night out.
RedDot again, it was my second time there.
The beer there was thumb up! (at least beer wont kill much compared to Vodka/Tequila, esp to some bad drinker.)

Till then.

2011-11-20T03:18:00.002+08:00

I need a break.
I need to think.
I need to make a move first.
I need to find ways.
I need to know what I really want.
I need to see in a larger picture.
I need to sort out myself.
I need time.
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I smile to cover emotional feeling.
I laugh over nothing to show I'm okay.
Did you know I'm tired of it.

I wish I could let go...
I wish for a better environment.
I wish I could hang on- for just a while.

How much I hate the weekdays?
It is *damn fucking mother hateful*!
for reasons.

Nov month

2011-11-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

Nov time. And Dec time. And month later, 2012.
Plan up your new year 2012 resolution? :)

Seeing all my friends reaching the 20s make me feel time flies fast.
From Secondary - Polytechnic - Working Adult
Ever since work begins, I've lesser social life & the same old people I meet, just that months later, friend get lesser contact & drift apart. not sad, just feel bored of the life with the mundane routine.

I realized this coming Friday, it is a special day 11.11.11. The date is just special & interesting.
Cross finger it turn out to be a good friday or simple friday for me without last minute cork up things happen.

And coming 13.11.11, it's the day without braces!
Im gonna miss it, I love having braces :)

I love this song and listen to it repeatedly. Nice- Pumped up kicks!

Universal Studio Singapore 2011

2011-11-06T00:35:00.005+08:00

Given a column of your feelings:
Very happy, Happy, Satisfied, Sad, Very sad
I would fall in between the satisfied & sad.

I find time figuring out why I'm still back to the sad feeling sometime despite I have enjoy myself with good food, good friends & good time.

Initially I thought 1 was completely down. The second come up. Who really cares about how much you have done, people care only if matter happens & starts pinpointing & pushing on the blame. I am sad yet at the same time, being pissed off.
人人带着假面具，嘻嘻哈哈，我也可以带着面具玩下去，不要再给人踩我
so ugly much right.

I'm contradicting myself. How much I am willing to get out, in the end, I rejected an opportunity for me to move on to a new environment. I wish I could throw letter at any point of time after seeing how ugly it is. What do I really want... so many areas I want to try on, yet time & opportunity are restricted.

Oh well, push the work aside.
It's a long weekend.
A one day break to Universal Studio Singapore. (: Fun, Beautiful photo captured, the screaming was aweseome on a rollercoaster rides....
Life is like a rollercoaster. Not the up & down but it is made to be enjoy in the process of the riding & screaming. Muahha!

And my USS Khakis!

with Marilyn Monroe

Beautiful.

Unfortunately, heavy downpour for an hour plus.
Walking with the rain, indeed made a memorable one.

When the rain stopped, here comes the sun again...

Greatest smile ever.

awesome accompanies, pretty much.

Polaroid!

to a far far away.

and mark the end of the day.
Goodbye USS.

A simple break & an enjoyable one.

Roarrr

2011-10-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

What's more with 2 more weeks to dental.
I'm more pissed off when I have to travel all the way to Pasir Ris to go for a dental appointment for 2 consecutive weeks. All the slots are majority booked & left me the night time.
Rightfully, by now, I should be removing my braces, if provided that my orthodontist are available after my work & worse, she request me to take off during my work day?!

I don't understand that : Why should a customer cater for the dentist's timing instead of my timing especially when I paid for the full cost, service, monthly consultant visit and everything?

The worse is that the dentist is not even available at all days of the night time including weekends & weekdays? *Utterly pissed off*

Let me rant this...
Even booking an appointment at the other outlet suck. When the personnel impatiently asked me "Tell me the name of the customer... ". I spoke loudly through the clinic phone "I am the customer!!!". *Downright pissed off*

Beside that, there's still another burden for my retainer cost fee. :(
I swear that will be the last time of my visit to my dental & the last 2 visits. *cross finger*

End of my ranting session. :)

It's no longer Monday Blue for me tomorrow.
I feel much more happier, I can no need to wake up at 5.30am, rushing and being so hectic in the morning & splitting myself into 2 parts, running about here & there, and I wish I can throw away all my shitty left over work! How awesome is it...
FCUK MY LIFE SERIOUSLY.
-some told me that to be appreciative of what I've, and I am trying to learn to appreciative of what I do.

Nevertheless, my long await USS has come.
*EXCITED MUCH* heh.

My weekend was rather simple.
Staying at home on a sat & sunday makes me feel like rotting.
The only companion is my mom.
It is really hard to persuade her out.
...

On a Saturday, a lunch date & ice-cream with my mum.
Chocolate, Tiramisu & Mint. :)

& I realised that the friends mingle around are getting lesser.
In my contact list, they are the same old people I mingle with.
oh well...

Week 41.

2011-10-23T01:03:00.003+08:00

真的真的很累。累也变成泪。
东西越来越多，我不是铁人。

I felt really sour in my heart when thinking of the current- during the interview.
In the end, I realised this is not what I want. but it is never too late yet.
Finally it's weekend. I need a rest seriously.
Met up with friend for movie on friday & had a great talk or grumbling of work.
I feel better & a good downpour at Macdonald- just like a kid crying over an ice-cream treat?

The only way to stay on is to be appreciative of what I do & have.
If struggling, I will take a break & let go of everything.
Time being, I will learn to appreciate what I do. :)
I think I am already good enough till now.
Indeed time flies since Mar.

Anyway, Real Steel was awesome!
-if you love to watch WWE :)

Till then.

Saturday love- Coffee Bean

2011-10-16T13:53:00.005+08:00

Saturday was a simple one.

No more town, but neighbouring area with friends. :)
Settling down at The Coffee Bean- afternoon sat tea is loved.

Mocha Ice-Blended.

Iphone camera apps are fun...

Causeway point really changes alot....
just like a kingdom for girl clothings.

Week 40, Day 6.

that's all for saturday.

Good times always ended so fast & come the monday again.
Weekdays. Every night, I stayed up late, hoping to get out of here asap.
still hanging on & waiting...
It was tiring- esp not most girls will like & accept it.

Oh. Oct month

2011-10-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

Things that brighten me...

a peaceful thoughts on a beach.

& Frolick frozen yogurt to help in my constipation. :)

Shopping!

& Morning breakfast before going to work...

In a depression state recently, but I really feel much better now. I got a good "brainwash" from kindsoul whom I'll listen. Well, it takes small step to climb up & comparing to others... what am I feeling sad about actually. There's nothing to compare but myself.

I'm waiting patiently...

2011-10-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

我真的好累，很想停下来，放开，放弃。。。
可是我要跟上其他人的脚步，所以我不可以停.

Trying very hard to find the best alternative way.
& it's not that easy as what I think.

catch me if I fall..

2011-10-01T22:53:00.007+08:00

You know how much I really want to fly out of the cage- for a new environment.
Do you feel that how sad it is & how terrible to hang on when in the verge of tear.

I wonder if I left, will they still appreciate me & will there be even someone better to replace and mingle well..

I've tried enough, I got hurtful bite & I could not force to please everyone.

Recently, I even see the picture more clearly that the word "outcasted" will always be there.
I understand that draw a line & I don't joke as much from now because it always draw a line & be serious in me.

It's really feel utterly sad & I feel so weak, disappointed in myself.
I start to lose interests & a failure of me cos I didn't expect to have this feeling and expected to hang on for long. but now, I'm dragging myself just like a body of me without a soul from sunrise to sunset.

My perception of the people change me, which I feel ugly in a way.

It's like a game. I want to end this game fast but I need to hang on for it...
because I'm still waiting for a time opportunity to help me fly out of the cage.
& the question is "How long more.... ".

volume on & drown me away from deep deep thoughts.
I'm tired.

Stepping Stones

2011-09-25T01:40:00.004+08:00

Many thoughts in my mind that suddenly gushed through all at one goal.
On a Saturday, attended Uni open house tgt with one of my friend.

The thoughts of pursuing for a degree is quite determined to me.
Like most people, In a dilemma of choosing the track that I want.
In a dilemma because I am afraid, worry & not open-minded to a better exposure.
Maybe to others & me, the 3 yrs of what I used to study was a waste.

"To be more open minded, & sometime, you wont be expected or "trying hard" to find the things that are related."- that was what I was told in the open house, it changes my mindset which I think this is what my current stituation are.

As time goes further, I feel quite disappointed with the working prospect, people & management wise.
The incident, the examples, the people.

The only things that people get to notice you is when it starts to get hay wire. All the burden will be on you. Time passes fast & my life is equivalent as lifeless.

Was having chat during the evening & night.
I really feel quite sad when one by one hearing them leaving.
I guess I have also made a decision too.
Sometimes, I tried but couldn't force myself to try over again. Just hang in a while more & move on...

And the greatest gift is that I meet the awesome people & people whom I am impressed of.
Treat it as a stepping stones.

Sep month

2011-09-18T16:25:00.005+08:00

September month.

First wk of the month was down with many complaints.

Second wk of the month was down with staying up late at work.

Third wk of the month happens unexpectedly & weird within a week.
too sudden for me to react...

& by the end of the wk, it called *peace*.

And my Laptop crashed :( netbook network failed:(
The only companion with me is Iphone...

Will blog only once in a blue moon.

till then.

jolt down

2011-09-04T02:07:00.005+08:00

Paused down & think back.

I ask myself "Am I really satisfied and happy with the current?".
The answer is cleared cut.
The things, the people, the environment.

These 6months... I hold back, endure and is time for me to jolt down in here.
I am tired somehow with the early waking time & long hours of work with no OT pay as my daily routine.

I get sick of the environment with PRC & bunch of LC ppl. They have no basic moral value called respect.

The freezing cold temperature when sometimes I was left alone.

And when you think of somewhere out there, people with no food to eat... I thought of how fortunate we really are. Rich & Poor are always between the lines.

Do I care about what it called "Image" of me? now... slightly lesser.

Initially, I thought what is so "awesome" of food science when I know no balls about it. In fact, ppl with no qualification can do it.

I am like in this small box, no exposure of light. It feels kinda sad when you know that there is only 1 hand to count the number people that I am talking with. Soon, one by one will leave & from there, there is no point to stay.

I thought it will be good, in the end... it ends up not what I expected.
4 more months, can I.

Real life is selfish.

Mooncakes.

2011-08-30T22:48:00.006+08:00

It's Public Holiday!
Selemat Hari Raya to all the Malay friends! :)

In a "coma" state when I came back home from work. 16hours of sleep are so awesome but a waste of time. :( so I decided not to waste my time and do something meaningful.
With my messy hair, I woke up just to have my macdonald "sausage mac muffin takeaway" and watching some tv channel which eventually dozed me off to sleep.
After a short nap, went alone to do some window shopping cos is just so bored staying at home. I did and bought this back home to share with family.

GoodWood Park Mooncakes.
Bought 2 sets of mooncakes, the traditonal Lotus mooncakes and snowskins. :)

Cos everytime when I saw crowd, I would peek and queue for it. haha!

Mango Snowskin. My all time FAV mooncake! :)

Lantern Festival coming soon... it would be nice if there is a celebration for it.
It's gonna be a long and tiring this coming & following week. oh well, what to do when I already adapted this 11-12hours of work....

Genting 12/8 - 14/8

2011-08-30T22:11:00.010+08:00

Update! Genting: A short getaway for 2 D 1 N.
Grassland coach bus and first world hotel = 90sgd.
That period was low rate because it fell on Ghost month period.

It's been so long since I went Genting when I was primary school.
Everything changes; my childhood time.

Marybrown, not a fan of it. the infrastructure was nice! :)

and this one!

It was an early morning ard 5am upon arrival tgt with my funkies friends. Merely had 2hours of sleep especially it was after long hrs work on a friday and rushed home to change & pack bag to head for the destination.

Old Town White Coffee was our breakfast.
They said that Old town white coffee in Malaysia is much better than Sg.
I nv try in Sg before. After the early breakfast, scrolled around the shops while waiting to check in First World Hotel. It was so good that there was no much shops opened, like the "King of anything".

Sinful Kuay Teow for breakfast, but not mine.

Here is Laksa. :)

Checking in hotel!
Got a connected hotel room which can be connect from room to room- a deluxe room.
Another 2nd round of breakfast again at this Chinese Restaurant. Nom Nom Nom... and too filling that Outdoor Theme Park was not the next activity.

...

Bowling! I sucked at it and the ball went to the drain eventually. The service was not good at all... imagine waiting for the service crew to end the convo with another colleague while you were waiting to queue and start the bowling game. well.. what to do. It makes a difference in Malaysia & Spore.

Was really very unlucky that although we bought the tickets for Outdoor Theme Park, it rained heavily. Went to sing K while waiting for the rain to stop.

Outdoor theme Park!

Actually the rides bored me... No sky scaper because of the heavy fog :(
Long queue and it rained again. A wrong day to choose to be on an Outdoor Theme Park.

Dinner; Mushroom Farm! Free pickup point from First World Hotel.
Quite popular when I went to search on internet.
Thought that Mushroom Farm was a place full of mushroom. In fact, there were no mushroom, more like a place to makan instead. I guess the mushrooms were all kept in room. The food there was "so-so".

Heart Attack and got our hands drew!
Guess which is my hands? I'm the one with the S.L.O.W and a turtle. :( because as usual, my frequency with others are always low.

My activity not yet ended! They are quite energetic people.

A chilling session; A bar to watch League soccer & live band.
The Live band was good plus soccer match to watch. That day was... Liverpool & ...? & was draw. Intended to go & play pool... yet it was closed. Back to hotel, I think I traumatised them of Marybrown and firmly imprinted in their mind. What to do... I had a swollen eyes the next day I woke up.

And Breakfast to MaryBrown, Macdonald, Ice-cream and so many more..
The last meal ended off with Famous Kuay Teow at Genting.

That ended wonderful weekend on August month... :)

My first 20th

2011-08-23T21:15:00.014+08:00

Indeed, I had a wonderful 20th birthday with the wishing and meetup with friends.
Nothing I can ask for more. Although it was quite shagged after work, I think it's all worth for the moment spent.

It's not my birthday, it's some catchup time!

Strictly pancake for our date after a long hour of work. I love the Two Zero Candle, Snuggle pancakes with maple syrup and the enjoyment of wax dripping on my hands while taking pictures. A good chat tgt till the late night that day.

I love the handmade card, with the inspiration of polaroid card made by her :)
Amazingly, we met for a charity event on a christmas period & still stay in contact.

2 days 1 night Korean BBQ; I had my Korean BBQ buffet at Tanjong Pagar! Was a good try because it was just so popular and reasonable price! So lazy to upload the pics and gonna bring kind soul along next time. Fresh cabbage wrapped with cooked & marinated beef and chicken, adding some kimchi into it.. is awesome! Basically, it's all about korean food, even K pop show and servers are also korean. :) but I smell like some burnt charcoal on the way back home.
Thank you.

New York New York date after "Thank god is friday". The pasta was awesome, not creamy and digusted feeling.

I love the iphone charger :) , will be convenient for me if going to travelling.
It was a good catchup till night; with primary school friend.

A Prata Date. Another best part of the Saturday.
My very 1st supper tgt with my only cheeky friends; Was so filling with the egg and cheese prata and we kept complaining that we were so full. I want to go again next time...

They tricked me that we were going for Round 2: CLAYPOT RICE. My expression was totally frowning, esp I had almost 4 meals a day and with "seemingly" 5months tummy. We walked around for quite sometime and a surprise from them. A chocolate cake and I love it.
Thank you...

Sukiyaki Buffet & Heart Attack;
with my funkies friends. A sukiyaki buffet for a call of celebration of a funky friend of mine.
Heart attack was next, drawing the hands like we were in genting time. The next day, Reality wake me up and fall back to monday blue again...

One day, this will be a good memory in the end if all of them including me has left. Is the matter of time. :)

Good times pass so fast although it's tiring.
Haven update zoo trip and genting trip though... & stay tuned, time to hit the sack!

The TWO Number.

2011-08-17T22:22:00.005+08:00

20th birthday candle. Soon I'm reaching the TWO NUMBER in the first digit.
I really love the candle alot and still kept it with me.

Good times are always fast to end and firmly imprinted in mind.
That's why people said time flies fast like an arrow?
If only one day; those good times can have 48hours instead of 24hours, I think it will be awesome... but I know "if... " will be in my own dream.

While looking at the smiley, for a moment.. I feel happy.
I paused down the ranting, complains, hatred & things that buried in my heart.
A moment like this makes me feel happy especially after a mundane life of work.

Shall update more again when I'm free.

Monday Blue

2011-08-08T22:36:00.011+08:00

Out of boredom, came to blog as tomorrow is National Day, a P.H :D
And how's my day today. dont even want to mention about it. Agree that the worse feeling is that- act busy in yourself when in fact you're not or like a wheel which was clamp in between of nowhere. I feel like a need to control my temper, all the heat in me certainly flushed up to my head over a small matter.

That day; A simple dinner; ended up with a surprise.
Not obsessed with korea food, the only korean restaurant I went was Seoul Yummy.
try out a more traditional and homely korean restaurant near Tanjong Pagar.
Was supposed to try out a more popular one called 2D 1N. In the end, fated brought us here... :)

Sampo Korean Charcoal BBQ Restaurant.

The menu is even made of wood.

The ambience looks so homely.

Sumptuous meal. :)

my fav! stone pot.

Tak po ki.

And this with combination with cabbage leaves, wrapping tgt is awesome!

Was a surprise though, cos didn expect a cake for me.
The most advanced birthday I ever had, even way before National Day
Appreciate it.

I grew horizontally and the chipmunk face.
If you know me, you will see the difference.

4 more days to a place of wonders. :)
Till then.

lifeless.

2011-08-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

What a lifeless day for these consecutive days, during the weekdays. Walking around shopping mall become a sort of "entertainment" to satisfy myself, buying the foods I like. "Chocolate Kinder Brueno", "Kit kat", "Mars" bar, "Calbee" spicy chips... all these are my fav and cravings. I was stucked in the supermarket for 1 hour , in the end bought only Kinder Brueno. Partly, I told myself I'm on diet, fighting with myself like ego vs id and gonna be 5months old "pregnant". :(

KingKong was one of the best movie I watched, there's a movie on theatre about The Rise Of The Planet Of Apes. I can't ask for more right... :''(
so bored and lifeless...

Today. because I feel empty. I bought my first 20th present myself and a book to satisfy me. :)
and I will be even more excited when 13 August come :D

THANK GOD IS FRIDAY TOMORROW, but nothing for me to look forward to.
till then. :(

Forward to.

2011-07-30T21:20:00.003+08:00

Summarise in few words that come in my mind of happenings and things I look forward to...

Hungry, stomach groaning, KFC, Captain America is love, good shopping alone, awesome buy, National Day, a 21st birthday party, 12Aug, the lazy song from Bruno Mars speak about my feeling... "I dont feel like doing anything... I just want to lie on my bed"

heh, my KFC come. till then.

Pass and go.

2011-07-25T20:41:00.006+08:00

It feels sad and lonely when one by one, the people around you are leaving, esp in your own comfort zone, the people of the same thoughts that you usually talked to. It is expected sooner or later. In the verge of leaving but yet, which door do I go to and if so, can I bear to throw everything I learn, holding on for and leave? All I want is to have a good experience, a good memories, a good lessons learnt.

Recently, what I see here is the feeling of unfairness in people. The feeling of unfairness when you start to compare with others. Wondering why more ingredients and time are cooked in a dish, while a simple ingredient and few minutes of time are cooked in a dish, yet the outcome of the dish was the second one that become the most popular, a sellable product. It happens to me, people around me. I realised that when one start to compare, the unfairness... there's simply no motivation in doing any of the work. A moment, I got tired off when I see no motivation of work in the latter, eventually the more workload I need to cover. -The nature of human.

Mundane life. Even though have been for quite sometimes, I feel tired at the routine I had sometimes. Yet, at the end of the day, I survived it. Maybe not to the extend of using "survive", but manage to end the day and the next chapter to be continue...

Do you ever feel like missing moments back when in school time, and back to student, getting ard with the student pass...

Will you still do childish stuff like this?
I miss, cos that is just me.

thoughts

2011-07-23T18:08:00.007+08:00

"Mickey of LEO."

I realise it's impossible to save up money within a year. Money wise matter. Whether I should give up on science into pursuing on major switch although it needs a major consideration. I only have one choice in my mind. It's either I get it or I'm nothing.

Stucked being here. When you are already at your own comfort zone, the reality sucked when people pass and go... afterall, there is no meaning to stay on. Those experienced oldies told me to leave and merely gain it as an experience because it's not a good place to venture. Reason being, I know it well. I feel I am only a tiny peanut that no much ppl will recognise", on the other hand, the white angel in my head told me that "just fulfiled everything that given to me, that is good enough.". As time pass, and I "hope" I'll get the answer myself...

Today, a saturday. WEEK 29, DAY 6. It's a satisfactory sleep and rest :)

2011-07-15T17:21:00.003+08:00

Our goofy faces. :D

In a good mood because I pay back my sleep debt. :) 4-5hours of sleeping already become my daily routine :( Provided, not working on a friday is indeed awesome, thank to my MC. 50-55hours of work per week on working, seemed so long... but yet, time flies fast. What you holding on so long for will make me a better and stronger person next time.

Sincerity differentiate the one who is true and the one who is not. It's not important to emphasize on sincerity, but at least deep down ur heart, you can roughly know how much you mean to that person. this is what I get to see recently.

Oh yay, bored but I love spending time with myself- saying it "time of my own."

Weekend love.

2011-07-12T22:06:00.012+08:00

Batam Trip on the weekend, with really FOC tour guide along. Really appreciate it to bring us 2 full days. The life there is quite carefree. Converting to rupiah and language are a barrier, but then we have a free translator.

Common drink: Teh-bo-tol.
Not everyone will like this, cos there's the taste of ah neh. I dont mind the taste though. :)

Heading to sing k! Is like $2.50 for 2 hours for the k.

I don't know. It is amused that how we get along tgt.
Plan was so sudden, they mean it when they said.

School. from elementary to secondary school, passing by the school. Their school is different from here.... Carefree.

The Deep Blue Sea.

Although not much awesome compared to other countries, is nice too!

Island. It's windy.

The life of the local.

Corn. Whole stretch of lane selling corn.

while checking in the hotel. Is super cheap and big discount.

After foot massaging, head to a bar restaurant. I sweared I will not consider doing back massage, cos the person kept laughing at me for being so sensitive... bursting out of laughter.

Majority of the time, eating and eating non stop!
Sum up, ate more than 4 meals per day. In the end, I've persistent diarhhea for 2 days till now... :(

A&W! I miss you!

Root Beer

is the best!

The Satay taste different too. Nicer if you try. :)
Is tiring yet something more to see, try and experience- A memorable one.
Till then.

Dinner & Dance 2011

2011-07-07T21:25:00.003+08:00

That was my company's D&D.
I'm like leaving in this tiny small world of mine.

SATS FOOD.
I see glum face everyday. For once, there's still smile in everyone face.
I rem I won $60 ntuc voucher, supply of ricola sweet, or friend's gift at NTUC. Awesome pls... :)

sunday sleep is loved.

2011-07-03T22:35:00.005+08:00

First Sunday of the week, I slept for more than 12 hours. Was really good!

The other of the days, only had 5 hours of sleep each. I deserved it. :( Left me being cranky and sleep anywhere else. One of the days, I couldn't take it and fell asleep, sitting on my sofa, dreaming of firework at USS (which was actually supposingly to be HK disneyland) and I really drooled out my saliva. Afterward, I ran to my bed and sleep till the morning. I was late for work. Shit! -that's my life.

When I was sad, you know that all the smiles behind, I am trying to hide it. I denied it. At times, I would pour out my word, although you might not understand. At the end, I feel better. yet I feel hollow in heart when the door has left me...

Simple sunday.

2011-06-19T21:49:00.011+08:00

Iphone effect is awesome!

Sunday was a good sleeping day. 我喜欢!
Back to work, 我更喜欢！
but uh~

Life is a cup of coffee.

2011-06-08T22:06:00.005+08:00

A story of "Life like a cup of coffee". People always trying to compare the best within each other, complaining, stress, the kind of unfairness and envy that others might be enjoying good life while I am adapting life. Like a cup, it just only a shell. Just like a diploma holder and degree holder. Coffee is the quality of it. What really lies inside is make yourself the best of everything as we need not to have the best of everything. Happiness. like I always mention that time flies too fast... that I missed out a whole lots of fun or I just need a rest and time of my own. maybe in a way, live simply, be satisfied and enjoy the little things that make you happy, it would be much better because life is way too short.

Would you choose Cup or Coffee? :)

A short sunday.

2011-06-05T23:30:00.007+08:00

Sunday was short.
I just cleared up my messy table and a small part of my wardrobe like very last minute. :( My clothes cant fit in anymore and clothes are like everywhere around my room. Soon, I will REALLY make myself free to tidy up my wardrobe.
Sometimes, I feel like I am living in a kennel instead. When it always reaches this timing, my mood start to get down... because it's the usual routine again.

Green poppies. That makes my day.

Honour to receive that cert in education, by "Candy".
That is a candy. :)

Zombie.

2011-06-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

Yes, this week seemed like a zombie life. The smell of my bed lingered every minutes when I was outside. Time flies so fast that it is nearly to 3 months since Mar.
But I definitely miss those days of freedom. I'm getting less sociable when I am already not sociable enough. If only I have a best friend whom I can meetup, and I'll certainly look forward to for every weekend... but people will get sick of looking at the same person again. :(
I changed my blogskin too. Looks more fresher than the previous one which look rather dull! I ate quite alot of good food recently. Fat? Not at all. :)))

Hot Tomato. Not bad though :)

Friend are meant to bring a smile and doing goofy face at one another.

Coffee and Tea in that comfort zone.

Maybe I should get myself a sport that I like to do... that is something meaningful.

Random thought.

2011-05-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

Feel kinda sad and empty heart suddenly. Money buy happiness but it's only for a moment. All I know that I couldnt stop, just keep moving aimlessly ahead till the time passed, people change, then make me realise time flies fast without knowing what is meaningful to me. I told myself less complain, be satisfied and being ignorance that this is what I am supposed to do for the time being. Is this what life are meant to be and then what is happiness?

"Life is like a Circle. You don't know when it Ends or where it Begins, all you know is that it keeps Going, and you must keep Moving."

Jokes of a Saturday

2011-05-29T00:33:00.008+08:00

Jokes of the day.
It was like a nightmare yet a happy ending. It's exaggerating, but Saturday was my day just like that. Can you imagine that when the sun had not even rise, a stranger knocked the house's door and the window panel persistently. What do you feel? It's scary shit. No parents at home even made me feel fishy. Where the hell my parents went. Maybe kidnapping came to my mind? Basically equivalent to Home alone. Furthermore, knocked hardly for more than 20min, calling name and the phone kept ranging.

What do you think of? I thought of Loan Shark. or some baddies outside. Prolly majority will just open the door and peek. I was so scared that I couldnt even move. Oh yes, calling for help, yet I called the police. Police arrived. I found out that I caught my father's superior. My particulars was taken down and what a misunderstanding. Glad the person is kind enough to smile and being friendly. Joke of the Saturday! :/

And I came out of my house, I forgot to bring wallet, merely EZ-link out. No money to pay dinner, glad I met a kind soul. Oh man!
A nice one, Jocelyn.

I realised my flashbacks are vague now... couldnt really rem that clearly, which is good.
It's hard when you know how to fix the lives of others but don't know how to fix yours. Sometimes, a listener needs a good listener too.

Siew Long Bao!

2011-05-28T00:40:00.005+08:00

Hello, long time since I blog.
Yes, a craving fulfilled! I had XLB, 7 basket of Xiao Long Bao with a kind soul of mine, great acc. Amazingly, I ate 4 baskets of it. It was nice esp sitting outside the window panel, but good times always flies fast. Enjoyment of the food seemed to be short. :(

Tau Huay!

Rawr... the prawn. haha looked fresh and enough to drool.

Instead of picking up within sadness, little things make it beautiful.
XLB still loved, pls drop some of it from any crystal jade again pls~ ;)

Time flies indeed fast, be it in work or outside!

Graduation Day!

2011-05-15T23:40:00.016+08:00

Graduation day!

I've been waiting for these 3 years and finally, from a teenager to an young adult.
It feels like I dont really want to make a move out of the usual comfort zone, but there will certainly be a different pathway that we choose to be. As time pass and people have their own pathway to head for, the moment that were once shared is a bittersweet memories.
so yay, congratulation and I can swear that life of a student is so much better than working.
I really had alot of fun on that day and kinda rewind back the old days in school :), how I used to complain about fyp stress, faci and the module.

And though not all the photos are fully uploaded, share some pictures of "once a happy moment."

Graduation Day...

is loved....

because I met and saw familiar faces again...

which bring on a smile to me. :) I am proud to be in RP.
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For people to respect or be impress, confidence is the key. Even as a beginner, the level of confidence need to keep at certain peak level. People judge on book cover, testing level of understanding and capability. True that if confidence level of you are low, people might step over your head. To protect myself, I think that's the key for me.

Happiness. Money to fulfil my happiness, this type of happiness can nv be enough. I think I should start to look out for books. Here I happened to read this: In this comfort zone where we used to be, we are used to face the four walls, seemingly it is like a jailed. Stepping out of this comfort zone and realised that you need someone to fulfil your life in colourful manner. Quite true....

:( 5 hours of sleep left... But I look forward to Vesak Day! :D
Nights.

...

2011-05-10T21:02:00.008+08:00

*No matter how much your hardwork is pay off, mistakes are more emphasized than hardwork being pay off. No one can be 100% perfect.

Be a good May.

2011-05-06T22:30:00.014+08:00

The beginning of May gets hectic!
These consecutive week, I've been staying up late. :( I tried to hide my stress look but the pile of incoming items, the expectation, inspection got my heartbeat to throb faster at times. Finally is coming to weekend, loosening myself. :D I am immune to sarcastic words. I even dreamt of me doing repeated inspection checks and makes me wake up from my dream. Goodness... this really haunt me.

Time is nv enough for me to spend on what I want to do like watching drama? Merely 2 hours of my Gumiho drama and time is up for work. I am used to have 4-5 hours of sleep now... I left 1 episode and sat is the day of returning DVD. Sad enough, because I want to watch it again. Time is limited. So I am hot and cold now, dont provoke me...

Think about something that is more meaningful and happy to think about...

Ben and Jerry! :D A birthday celebration...

do you see wild animals wondering ard? ;)

The kid is cute, in the end he cried becus of the parrot on his shoulder.

Hawaiian pizza always my fav.

I thought the toppings were free, requested as much as toppings till my friend told me to stop. lol..

3 days later... Dad's birthday cake.

我喜欢AOBA noodle. :)

oh and I met up with my bff for a short celebration on a weekday. When ask you about "how's life." Less spoken words, but at least get to update each other. Everyone said that they are tired. It's common; Tired of studying, working, staying at home, being with that person most of the time. To me, that's just an excuse for people to avoid things.

That's it for last weekend. :)
Little things make it beautiful...

Being the best of me.

2011-04-27T22:24:00.007+08:00

It isn't easy as what I thought to be. The feeling of running away something or cross finger yet it is inevitable. The door was closed and stressed accumulating. When you don't even get to help, please don't act in words to other because your mouth stink so much.

It's hard being the best of me. Reaching into people' expectation is kinda vague and nobody taught me how to. Oh well, treat it as an learning experience. One thing come after another... 好累.
Terrible weather which got me stucked at night. There's no dinner at home but to cook maggie mee and eat :( I closed the door and sleep.

A lazy saturday.

2011-04-23T23:39:00.004+08:00

A lazy saturday. Intention of going shopping alone today yet I'm so lazy to get off my legs out of house. It shall be a rest day for today.

Good friday.
I was out the whole day from morning till late night. Scorching sun made my body burnt like a roasted chicken. I feel so itchy at some period. Once in a moon blue and enjoyed the breeze out there, a good exercise for me to cycle at ECP. :) oh, and the next day, i got muscle pain on my butt. :{

Night time, celebrated friend's birthday at Hard Rock Cafe. Omg, I love the ambience and music there. Superb relaxing and nice esp playing with pop songs like Rocketeer, Hey soul sister. Totally feel like melting down there and I dont wanna go back home. haha... Even the live band was the best that I heard, compared to Timbre. The sound effects was far way better and partly because it's indoor- aircon is loved. :) Meeting up with the girls were a different feeling. They were so friendly, affectionate and talkative. lol... so I did a little bit of my sharing story-session. hee :D

But then, the pricing wise differ. oh well, once in a moon blue.
Temptation. I want to go- USS so badly after hearing many of their "adventurous" rides. :(

Strangers, again

2011-04-23T14:05:00.014+08:00

It's really a nice clip that is worth showing. :) Showing how the stages of r/s... From friends, lover to stranger.
A professional short film.

Random thoughts

2011-04-20T19:48:00.016+08:00

Im not complaining or ranting. Just some topics that brought up today which stucked in my mind.

I thought that as long as it fits me in, I follow it despite I see that it is vague on what I was supposed to do, at least I am faster than anyone. Then think back again, it is not about how fast you get. Passionate. There's always this question from others that "Why are you in food science or why do you come here?" I find it hard to find passion in what I love to do, aimlessly searching on it. It is just simple in mind that any experience is good for me. This is just in a short term run. Despite learning so many modules in poly, I feel that 20% are used on knowledge and 80% are on based on experience. In a long term run?

Life is being restricted like one cannot really do exactly how much you want to do. In this field, mostly it is being standardised and being committed. When you really want to start on something, I start to think that do I see the potential in myself. Then I think back, there must be a reason why I am being choosen. Even right now, when everything has gradually thrown over to me, the stress and mistakes begin to accumulate. Pro and cons, mistakes lead me to learn sometimes, though it is demoralising. haha.. oh well. And dealing with such people, I dont like it much to entertain them, but I know I have to...

Attitude. Like no matter how much stuffs coming in, attitude still remain. When I looked back at the notes that the person whom I took over, I saw her efforts in writing everything in a book. That was how she managed herself for 6months... (Y)

Yay, Happy good friday!

Little things make it beautiful

2011-04-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

Paper Cranes. So beautiful... A sunny sunday. And people outside were melting... But the blue sky, beautiful cloud never failed to cheer up my day... I even saw a meteor falling down the sky... It was at the neighbouring area. Look like a fireball to me than a meteor, it's moving quite slow too. Still I made a wish. lol... Just over those bits and pieces of things around you make a difference. :) A 1931 newspaper... I read this that people are born with sliver spoon to their mouth, have not learned their wealth. Being rich is not just about giving money, but having sympathy, helping as one, larger heart and broader mind. No man who is industrious and honest should be poor. It was over 80yrs ago news... ! Translated is like this "Oh flag, flag... everybody stand up and raising up the flag. We respect you, We love you. oh flag!" lol... Back to the old times of report book. Common remark like diligent, keen, hardworking nv failed to be written in my report book. oh well.. :P took it in the bus today. Somehow, I feel better to look at nice pics. I feel blissful to have kind souls ard me, thank you :) Till then.

Basic

2011-04-16T23:30:00.008+08:00

It's friday! Time passes like an arrow to me. I am still learning with the bad experiences and mistakes I got. Start on the very basic of lesson.
1) I learnt to cook which might turn me into an potential good chef/ housewife next time.
2) I could also be a butcher, learning to chop and cut duck, chicken, pork and whatever raw food you can name.
3) I love seeing pool of blood and "bathing" with them.
4) I wish to be a polar bear, sustaining the freezing cold.

I love saturday, like I always do (: My sat ended well with a lunch with my mom at Pizza Hut as usual. and my mom is always cute. I find that when young, parents always taught us the valuable lessons along your way. As you grow and they become old, in turn... you taught them back knowledge and experience to them. That's what I think.
Her old and classic hawaiian pizza. and I taught my mom how to use iphone and force her to look at my fb profile picture. She dozed off though, giving me this look -.-

Drumlets and pasta. yummy... and it's been a week since I have a proper meal tgt with my close one. :(

And do pamper yourself sometimes. For me, I bought Royce chocolates and share it with friends. And Crabtree and Evelyn handcream for myself. My hands are like old grandma hands due to cold. :(
A warm chocolate cake from the coffee bean.

A rainy day when I was looking outside the window in the bus... Time flies so fast just like the number of lights flashed passed. :)

omg... praise my photographic skill. It always look nice in food! ^^

till then. ;)

The flying swing.

2011-04-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

The flying swing. As the music goes on, number of turns equivalent to the countless of thoughts and flashback, one of it called freedom. How nice it is when looking at the deep blue sky, enjoying the breeze, breath in and out of fresh air and being so carefree.

Breathe

2011-04-10T02:56:00.012+08:00

Dreamer live cafe!

Honey milk tea. it's far way better than any bubble tea store.

oh. The second groupband bored me. Instead, we got a note and dedicate a song called "We really cannot make it". Remark: The second group cannot make it. Then pass it to the waiter to them. It was mean but it really bored and the oldies song :( I would prefer to go k than to listen to people singing. cus it's not the songs that sing about me and B.O.R.E.D. the first live band was more lively.

a splash of water.

2011-04-05T21:27:00.018+08:00

Hoping someone would splash a bucket of cold water on me, but nobody will do. I have a clearer picture now, instead of always being weak and demoralised in myself. There would be more great falls ahead of me, but it's the climb. Great falls = great lesson learnt. Then I would prefer to have more falls~ Good singing out the throat, Good cry, Good food, good life- a tai tai life! ;) Last weekend was with 3 beautiful souls and 2 lovely souls. Apple Pie. Look good and the menu wrote $3.80, but it was $2! Awesome much yea. Met 2 lovely souls. Hawaiian pizza, my fav! Ilovetakingwithfood.

a catch of breathing in and breath out.

till then. on next, Dreamer live cafe! ;)

A penny for thoughts

2011-04-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Im glad that someone be there to listen at the last minute. Being suppressed inside me, my heart is shouting yet you just dont know why. It's nothing bad actually. My mind and heart doesnt make a good friend tgt. The feeling of being cold, loneliness, early routine and in a long term run, less spoken words at home.... There's so many thoughts that came in my mind. I came across this words that you have to be strong because no one is there to fix you. Dont complain and hang on there...

Freedom

2011-03-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

Like a roller coaster, like a sea. I wish times can go back of where I used to be, not to stuck in the routine I have. Im back to the usual routine I had previously. This time round, is all by myself. I have nothing to complain about, is just that how much I missed you "Freedom". but somehow, my weakness cant hide when two droplets of water fell on my bag... Oh well, thats parcel of life. (:

Life like this.

2011-03-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

Life like this and adapting my new bodyclock. Im frustrated to the journey that I travelled especially when the bus took 1hr15min to reach my destination. No matter how early I tried myself to reach on time, Im still late. That was far worse than going to town. I just find it very frustrating to myself. As days, weeks and month goes by, I wonder if I can really do all the work independently. Time being, treasure every opportunites to learn. :) and getting to socialise with many people does not really get in my hands so easy. And why I didnt see much of the same gender and of the same age group there... Thank god, there is someone I know, but still make no difference.

Academic result is out today. Pretty satisifed, as long as I know I had try my best that time round of mugging. Of course, I still prefer schooling than working. So much agree that to further your studies, either you are real smart or you are rich. And I think Im getting old enough. Ren lao le. -.- When I came back home, I feel lethargic.... and I tried to sleep before 10pm now. Even when I talk now, Im talking in a mono-tone voice and life is dull.
Goodness, I really want weekend to come fast.
Happy time are always short. so short and short. I shall stop so boring post here...
Goodnight with a big and loud sigh.....
can I roar too?

A rooster life.

2011-03-19T02:40:00.019+08:00

My mind still cant get off the firework at Disneyland, crazy ride at Ocean Park, regretting of not buying so many things at Mongkok! It totally makes me feel like going another round of overseas trip again! I've some plans up in my mind. It was impressive for my friend and I to go explore around a country and I think we girls did a great job at shopping, finding our ways and despite there were some obstacles there, we overcome it (: Fun!
Coming back, all I want was to stay at home the whole day, because was so darn tiring that all my muscle was aching.
I totally agree with this saying that "Friends, I do not need wide circles of friends, I just need a few friends who is the closest." Like you know friends come and go, sometimes you just got to learn to adapt the changes. It's not hurtful when you know there are always 2-3 friends that are there for you.

And Welcome back to the life of being a rooster! (:
Being a rooster, I live my life in an orderly manner. Waking up before sunrise, rushing like a mad cow if you're late, stressing, fret when you're running out of formal wear and it is really a mundane life. No midnight youtube, msn, shows, story-telling with friends, staring blank at the screen, complaining that myself being bored. Having a rooster life is even more bored! I should stop my rantings cuz Im not the only one who has a rooster life.
Well~ I am really back to this kind of life again... :{{{{
Have a great day and many many great days ahead...

Till then. Cheers.

Foods! ^^ Awesome much!

Tuesday with morrie

2011-03-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

All about Hongkong 4/5

2011-03-13T04:10:00.020+08:00

Day4: Citygate and Buddha attraction.

It was a shopping day after 2 days of entertainment..... :)

Tsuen Wan hk restaurant 茶餐厅 :)

Their "pi dan" porridge was thumb up. It tasted sweet...
HK tvb also casted singapore drama "The little nyonya" at that restaurant. lol..

Headed Citygate for shopping!
Most of the shops were branded factory outlets and cheaper than retailed price. hehe.... I bought a jacket at 150hkd, ard 20plus sgd. I am so satisfied with the price till now but Singapore is too hot to wear. :/ Awesome buy still! I bought Dad' clothing too!

After shopping, we went to the famous Buddha attraction, Ngong Ping 360.
Again, it was up the hill and was quite cold over there.

The shophouses.

Ngong Ping.

Wishing Shrine for people to make a wish or blessing.

Wishing tree.

Tao Huay was very soft and smooth... quite nice :)

There were quite a few stray dogs.

This dog was injured, i think...

The dogs were hungry for food...

Fish egg balls and egg ball. Being greedy to eat both at the same time, I dropped the whole bag of egg balls on the way.... my 20hkd gone. :/

Back to Mongkok for some shopping....
Fa Yuen Street was the best to shop and best price but was hard to find for Fa Yuen Street specially for ladies.

Spaghetti house. :) -a slightly high class restaurant for the last night. lol.
It was a very shagged day.... shop till closing ard 11pm and headed back to Tsuen Wan.

Tada... The stuff that I bought, not much though. It's more for others than myself.
I love Mongkok (wan jiao) and shopping at Fa Yuen Street.

It really works for people with constipation. haha ^^
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Day 5: Mongkok and Tsuen wan

The last day at Hk. My breakfast at Tsuen Wan too.

Passby their wet market expecting to see something different.
it's the same as sg. lol...

Back to Mongkok again!!! This time round was a last round of shopping. :)

Dumplings (Y) before heading to airport.
That day was also when earthquake and tsunami at Japan
I watched the news at the airport and people looked stunned by the news. :/ Then I feel bless that I am safe. The thoughts of when you are enjoying, some people are suffering.

Good times are always short.
It's back to realistic. Back to work and from the start, to be committed and looking far ahead, for a good resume... is just like a string tying around me. Im looking forward to it :)
No pain, No gain.

Do you have the thought of being a fool out of yourself?

Sense a little concern directly to ask me before making comments on their own.

I would choose to be blind than to bring up a show, a joke, a laughter.

till then

All about Hongkong 3

2011-03-12T23:55:00.014+08:00

Day3: Ocean Park, The Peak and Madame Tussauds museum.

Tai wo tou MTR station and bus interchange.
Heading to Ocean Park. That day was 16 degree celsius.

Before that, breakfast at Tsuen Wan restaurant. A simple one...
And I dont really like their milk tea there, is too milky.

Ocean park!

And the cable car to mountain....

Hongkong island. :)

The amusement park.

Theme park. :) I rode majority of the ride, a big acomplishment.
The most crazy ride was the 360 degree over turned. Goodness shit, imagined the whole body was overturned 180 degree at more than 30 storey high! My view was the sky and bottom was the land. I shouted "I don't want to play alr.... "throughout the ride... haha! really scary.

I love the swing. When I was on the swing and it started to turn, there were many thoughts that rush in my mind, enjoying the wind and how I wish the music will stop for a moment.

Roller coaster! I enjoyed it very much...woo! After so many rides, kay.. I was feeling giddy and felt like puking. Was pretty fun and enjoyable.

Even the tree look beautiful....

Panda hotel, panda at ocean park... what's more? haha

Cute isnt it? Haagen Daazz. but over there, it was cold enough that I dont feel like eating ice-cream anymore.

The dolphin show. All of the seats was fully packed, so got to stand and watch the show. I dislike some people, it was so annoying to the extent that when I was watching the show, this china lady lying on my friend and my back like a cushion, enjoying watching the show. So gross much when a stranger sticked to you so closed and talking in their own language non-stop. I pissed off that I turned behind and told her "Stop lying on me and touching me.". She just did not seemed to get what I meant. I stared at her... and even the china uncle at the back too.

My new star tattoo. I love it! My parent got a shocked when I came home. lol.. I laughed so much.
Leaving Ocean park to The peak!

The peak was at hong kong island part. It was 20minutes walked from Central station.
My legs were going to break soon. Staircase, wrong direction and bridge.... -.-!!!

Hongkong office tower district.

Finally, it's the Peak tram! The tram looks very vintage, I like it. (:

So many movie stars/ actor and actress... I was totally very tired physically from Ocean park and now to the peak. It was all worth it.

With pic with Mr Lee Kuan Yew :)

FYI, this is Madame Tussauds. That museum was named after her. lol...

All of the talented people- Albert Einstein, Mozart, Picaso...
Nobody helped me take pics with picaso and my friend was busying pictures around. :/
so I took it myself with Picaso :)

Our legs was so tired... A rest and chill at the peak restaurant.
Hot chocolate with the cold weather was totally awesome! :)

Fish fillet with rice and my fried spaghetti for dinner.

Next was the scenery of the peak!
Utterly cold out there.... omg, my whole body was trembling and both hands was a little numb esp when the cold wind blow toward me. I guess about 12- 14 degree celsius.

A whole full view of HongKong.... ;) I love HK!

The people there appreciating the beauty of Hongkong scenery. :)
Enjoyed the scenery for a short while because it was terribly cold outside.

Headed back to hotel. Heaven~ my little snack!

Poloroid. Damn.. so heavy. Muscle-ache at my left shoulder.
Pretty tattoo (:

Day 3 ended off so well with the amazing and challenging rides at Ocean Park and the super cold weather and beauty of Hongkong scenery at the peak.

All about Hongkong 2

2011-03-12T20:27:00.036+08:00

Day 2: Disneyland- The world of wonder. :)

This agar jelly was awesome. slightly sour that triggered your saliva gland! haha...
I was thinking to buy some of it back to Sg but it need to be stored cold.

Tada!!!

Hk Dim Sum. It was much better than Day 1 food. :)

Hongkong Disneyland!

This time round, I wore 2 shirts and 2 cardigan inside but my hands still cold~

How I wish I will enter the world of fantasy... It could only be in our dream.

Horse ride is the childhood memories. Back to a kid again... :)
and all the aunties and uncle took the ride. hahah! they missed childhood too.

Even the bird and tree looked so beautiful to me....

My beloved Mickey hugged me. ^^

Dont be jealous. it's Pooh and minnie ;) lol

I love the street at DISNEYLAND!

Firework was awesome! :)

That day ended with a blast. :)
If I am a kid now, I will be alot happier... lols.

My supper ended off with carrot cake at a restaurant, Tsuen Wan.

And I was limping on the way back because it was just so tiring than ever. Goodness, i always promise myself to buy a foot mask back to the hotel, yet i broke a promise to myself. It is not as worst compared to Day 1. I was tired physically, still I am a happy girl on that day. :)

Click here to see All about Hongkong day 1 (:

All about Hongkong 1

2011-03-12T19:07:00.018+08:00

Departure from Sg to Hongkong 2011! :)

Day 1- A mad tiring day

3 hours later... upon arrival was 11am in the morning.
Utterly lack of sleep on that day. I had merely 2 hours of sleep.
With only short, cardigan and shirt... I was shivering and surprised by the weather there. It look sunny and hot like singapore, but goodness.... the cool wind got me a chill down my spine! haha...

Checked in at Panda Hotel, not bad too. :)
So mad hungry! rushed off to eat for lunch... I tried my canto. "ngoh you lay ghoh" (I want this.) I always ended up saying chinese..

Mongkok (旺角）is a shopping paradise.
Ladies market, Fa yuen street, electronic street, goldfish street..
There were so many streets that we were lost from afternoon to evening time.

There was even "Gong cha" outlet. Plum green tea was too sweet and sour. :/
We were so lost and tired that ended up at a restaurant. The beef meatball noodle tasted not really good just like im eating a plain beehoon without the meatball.

Then headed off to catch "Symphony of light" ( “新光大道”)

Nice scenery.
I had a very high expectation that the Avenue of Star would be an awesome one.

It was a disappointing one... :( I took so many pics, awaiting to see different colour of light flashing. Ended up, seeing only green light flashing from the tower to the sky and the white ray of light shined through the sky for a few minutes and seconds.
In front of me, there were Malay singaporeans. The mother kept on asking her daughter to take pics when there were only 3 green light flashing for a few second. I wonder why it was amazing to them. -.-

Was drizzling that night and so cold- the kind of cold that will chill down your spine. Cardigan, leggings and shirt isnt enough to keep me warm!

The building is nice.... :)
After Avenue of Star, headed off to walk around "Sogo shopping centre". Just like Metro in Singapore. Super shagged! So many staircase, exit at the MTR...
It was a lost and tiring day, finding way back to our hotel....

Tomorrow will be a better day!

Bye Sg.

2011-03-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Canton lesson time! haha
1) NAY HOH MA? (How are you?)
ngoh hoh hoh...nay leh? (I'm fine, how about you?)

ok... My cantonese sound like mainlander.
Heading off to HONG KONG in a few hours soon. Pretty excited yet nervous because it's my virgin trip. Now, I feel myself to be an adult with no parent restriction and all by myself. After tasting the sweetness, it's back to focus on the mundane work life routine.

I will be back. Stay tuned. (: hehe...
11Mar.

Till then.

Wondering

2011-03-04T00:42:00.005+08:00

因为我太乖了。
Thinking back of the question and that answer...
maybe they thought that they know me, this is what they think.
I dont need you to judge on me, on your assumption or just by a cover.
You are not me. A fews are concerned, but most of them are curious.

Lovely day

2011-03-01T23:46:00.011+08:00

Hey, photograph makes me so happy again.
First, started my lovely breakfast, having Big Mac.
I still love eating the egg, bread and chicken piece tgt- All in one.
Then I realised that is me. :)

Then it's KOI.

Then to this yogurt shop. It is interesting that it goes by gram and self service.

Taro and Original Creamy

It's 5 days left...
and one of my dream to be realised with my bestie. :)
awesome...

Today is a gift

2011-02-27T00:46:00.004+08:00

A sweet day at work.
Sweet people i met.
Sweets gift that I received.
Sweet msg that I read.

Well, I appreciated it very much. :)

Play hard

2011-02-25T02:05:00.005+08:00

Life has been pretty enjoyable for this week. After it all really ended, I really felt myself so much lighter with no school work, unlimited time and tests. Imagine like all these schoolwork are your usual tasks, and it has gone, I feel kinda empty but this period is the time for me to PLAY HARD, before i get back myself into serious work, restricted sleeping timing and maybe I might meet some learning lessons.
Did some catchups, friends' birthday and simply ended my day till late night. is tired but awesome!
So... my well-spend day were with the great accompanies!
To think back, it reminds me of the friendly kinds soul, the food, the fun and quality time tgt. haha...

This restaurant called "Strictly Panckes" is superb nice.

Apple and cinnamon pancakes, it's 3 layers of hot pancakes, dipping with the ice-cream.
Hot and cold! awesome:)

Hotdog pancakes with maple syrup. haha, it's quite filling...

love takes time, just find it interesting.

is a super stylish polaroid! from my friend :x

Friend birthday. I think as we grow older, our pranks and forfeits lessen up.
All we just want is a simple dinner, it can also be an awesome one.
Friends are the best gift ever.

haha... that marked a day at "Strictly pancakes".

Wednesday- It's another fruitful day. Acompanied my lao peng you (old friend), Gong cha with gossips, another birthday, a nice void deck chatting sessions with my primary school friends.

Thrus- A day spent at Ikea, enjoyed the meatballs!

:) Simplicity is the best

The roses.

A chill out session... but bored much w/o camera and games.

And it ended my day to be a simple one. :)

On a side note, im going for a getaway in 1 week time. Till now, I still haven done with my research, go for checkup and everything. Sometimes, I feel I need a rest at home... ..

Prison break.

2011-02-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

Last day of school. Do you smell freedom? Prison break? ^^
Life in school is a wonderful journey.
It never failed me to bring camera, of course.. i'll check for sd card. haha..
Pictures speak a thousand of words. I am too lazy with my finger typing and dont want to be so sentimental feeling...

We do rem the moment!

I wish Im inside the photo. but Im the photographer that took sucha nice shots:)

Polaroid, Black and white.
Black and white effects always give a feeling that to "freeze"" the moment just for a while.

This eerie girl looks like a friend of mine...

Haematology mates! Eventually, my day ended off with a movie, "Just go with it". I highly recommended to watch this. Although I am mentally tired, I can laugh throughout the movie.

I got so many things that I want to do, but I sometimes find that why I am always catering for people and I'll just follow.
Like my swensen voucher. :( I want to use it by 26 Feb, seemed like it's going to be drown to the waste for 1 for 1 sundae, 1 for 1 drink. When can I have Ikea meatballs again... my voucher too! I am always the followers though.

Night

Yellow lemon tree

2011-02-20T19:54:00.004+08:00

I wonder why, I wonder how, ytd about the blue blue sky
and all that i can see~
IS JUST ANOTHER LEMON TREE :D

I miss the oldies song so much...

Mug

2011-02-17T19:20:00.004+08:00

Mugging in Process (:
After 21st, it marks a special day, the last day of being student.
If time can rewind, i wish i will have one last time of gatherings, chalet, more photos taken and the laughters to happen it again.

and Taylor Swift looks pretty...

Another chapter.

2011-02-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

I have a mixed feelings. To me, it's just only the beginning of another chapter of life. Everybody do have regrets, thinking if time were to go back, I wouldnt be here, be the same and to see who I am now. And there is so many "what if.... ". But isnt too late to look back at the past and remain at the point? Graduating soon, i definitely would miss being in the 3 years of RP. There's certainly ups and downs.

From the start of my first year, I feel PBL suck to core, forcing myself to learn those unrelated modules and to "fit in". I play hard and that is the part where I started to mingle with different types of people esp the age group and the wild class I had in Year1. Glad enough, I got to keep in contact with a few of them. and that is where I know people changed and I overcome it. Then came to year2... and year 3, it is just like in a blink of eyes. The good old times, remembering the good moment together. Sometimes, I shall take a look back alittle and wish that if times were to go back. Still... everybody get to move on, someday.. when we meet the people that once put a great difference, I see them waving and smile back, then you will remember it's the good old times we used to have. :)

After graduating, I will miss being a life of a student. Outside world is uglier than school. Life is a journey that there will be more to overcome and more to realize in life. Im still realising my dream..

On a side note, good friend is better than a good boy/girlfriend. We are still loved by our friends and family.
Happy V day!
And FYI, White Valentine day is 14/3! haha

Aimless searching

2011-02-08T15:45:00.004+08:00

Award me for being the pig of the day...
Know what im dreaming... Im dreaming myself figuring out ways to get my destination- mickey... minnie... dolphin... and MAI DONG XI, CHI DONG XI. haha!

School ending in just 2 more days. It's the time for me to find something for myself, what's next after that...My mind is pre-occuppied with UTs, working schedule, outings, research trip and so many trys. It's good to hear that friends get into what they wanted...
If aimlessly searching for something, you might even find out something that you like. It isnt a bad thing though. Okay, i really need some guidance.
gtg before im late again... !

Life is not about how fast you get there...

2011-02-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

32 more days !

And I am going to see them soon.
I have alot of bubbles in my mind now... ..

Manicure.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone.
Reunion dinner was a fruitful one, with shark fins, abalone, steamboat.

Everyone huat! :D

Time flies

2011-01-27T01:33:00.003+08:00

If I care, I will not ignore it. but I dont know how to approach. Ultimately, i came speechless. I dont want to see a series of nightmares again,
if so.. I might hate you.
2 weeks of problems, 4uts. I dont seem to graduate so fast...
Time flies like a bullet in just 3 years time. Everyone is asking the same question over and over again, which get me so stress and lost at the same time.
off to bed, goodnight!

Hay wire

2011-01-25T02:43:00.012+08:00

Someone gave me this. Guess what is this?
Marshmallow:D

Restriction

2011-01-22T23:25:00.003+08:00

Pompeii

2011-01-18T02:41:00.012+08:00

The title of the museum exhibit is called "Pompeii". Pompeii was a totally new word to me, a wild guess would be an artist, a man or an artpiece? None of them are correct.
It is a city or state in Roman Town! Im a noob at museum exhibit! lol.. A history of volconoes eruption in Pompeii. In Pompeii, it is the most prone area to volcanoes eruption.

The city was erupted and the people had lost of hope, faith and love.

This is not art, it is not imitation.

It is how human beings died in their agony.
this is what exactly their position when they died.

museum-dot-com-singapura~ :)

I love museums!

3 is better than 1. I mean 3 pictures.

Chillax time :) Monopoly deal! -bored much.

Penny for thoughts

2011-01-15T03:21:00.007+08:00

UT2 over! Feeling relieve and shake off the stress in me. Since UT2 overed, it means that there will be lesser days and weeks in school and come to an end for my poly life. Again, another issue arises. What's my next plan after this? I kinda stucked there and when I see others already one step faster than me, I sense that the time to step into work life and adulthood is just like in a blink of eyes. People yearn for school to end faster.. Im quite reluctant though. The same old question and words kept on repeating in my mind.
Work, goals, passion, happiness.
The older you are, the greater the responsibility. I guess im not the only one that my mind is pre-occupied by all these thoughts.
and Friends, drift apart soon with their different life... quite true, although it might be a bit disappointing or heartache, adapt it just like eating a rice bowl everyday. :)

The climb by Miley Cyrus! nice~
and Hanna montana movie was inspring too!
heading off to bed..

Can't nobody

2011-01-13T10:49:00.004+08:00

I know im slow, but nice and hip song :) cant nobody~~ :DDDDD
Really a stressful week! Imagine 3 tests in one week, so tiring....:S
Psychology ut... boring with theory theory and theory. :{{{ Lesson is boring too! School sucks....
Cant wait weekend~ time for shopping!

The highest the hope, the great disappointment it is. so dont expect too much.

There must something more...

2011-01-10T01:04:00.001+08:00

By Secondhand Serenade. (Y)!

2011

2011-01-02T05:06:00.001+08:00

Happy 2011! Firework was awesome this year...

How do you spend the last day of 2010? :)

Bye 2010! What is the most memorable moment in 2010? Here will be my list...
1) Year 2, Sem2 ended with a blast.
2) Chinese New Year...
3) Attachment Period with Daysprings. Although the jobscope abit sucky, I still met alot of kindsouls, people around my age and fun-loving people. Reading back the farewell card, it was quite heart-warming. Well, time files... and all of them have their busy life to go. That was the good old times.
4) FYP round 1... freaking stress!

5) Oh-so-a-really-unlucky-incident happened. Ultimately, I realised I am really very lucky and thank god that everything come to an end. (:

6) Youth Olympics Game! From that time onward, I sweared i will not work in F&B anymore. hah, but pretty a good experience for me to see how F&B was like and got the chance to see atheletes and eye candy.
7) Jocelyn's 19th big day! haha

8) FYP round 2... Hectic! All good things come to end eventually. :)
9) Penang trip with my parents. Rawrrrrrr! bored much.
10) Christmas. Ting ting dong~

Wish that 2011 will be a fruitful, smooth and good one for everyone
and this will be the year that I will be working for LIFE.

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-25T18:54:00.016+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! :)
It was a fruitful week. Christmas eve was good with friends. Beside hunting for gifts, marche for dinner was drooling my mouth! The food and ambience was nice.
This post will be flooded with pics....

Ferrero rocher, my fav.

joys of giving

outside marche. no reservation allowed, so we had been queuing for an hour long~

Dont be hungry when you see the pics below...

porky pork.

Black forest ham. Awesome!

Mushroom mushroom~

potatoes with sour cream.

4 pax per table but we got a 6 seat table!
haha, a good start to enjoy our dinner.
Nice ambience!

here shall end christmas eve celebration.
this christmas is good~. The food was like heaven, those smile and laughters, enjoyment of exchanging the gifts and a little catchup was great. Thank god for giving me a wonderful one.

I really must use mask often. I got a few masks from my sis at korea, christmas present and another box of Q10 masks still not used. and yea.. there's expiry date for it, I think. so first come first basis lor! haha...

5 more days to New Year 2011! :)

Foster.

2010-12-23T23:32:00.009+08:00

A meetup at foster. A good chill out place with friends.
If you're going there, be meticulous of the food that you ordered. It might cost you a bomb! but anyw, nice ambience and food. :)

The menu was like a newspaper!

salad is not my type.. at least, there's egg and tuna in it. im a carnivore. haha

Salmon. ~
Im enjoying life very much. My first week of holiday was really a fulfilling one, hopefully there's more MORE MORE... :D
My next plan is away from the urban! :) 1month and 1 week to an end of school, seemed rather unwilling to end. Like a bird, setting it free from the cage. then is another chapter of life...

Jingle on the way.

2010-12-21T01:52:00.002+08:00

Still alive, all my time sacrified to work esp this christmas period. I have limited time to buy all the christmas presents. Again, Im going to fork out some few hours of shopping alone tmr. I just seriously so tired that I spend the whole day from late morning till late night. When came back home and look at my face, it was my oily and shagged face. My pimples popped out like free. I wish I could sleep and lay on my bed all day long. ok.. thats just on the pessimistic side.

On an optimistic side, yay... at least something to keep me occupy but I also do not want myself to be tired.
I just want a break, enjoyment for this holiday.
Initially, thats not what I want.

Sometimes, I dont have enough time to plan my stuffs wisely, like as in sit down and have a deep thought. Why am I the one who initiate. I got a few things that are still left undone and keep on forgetting.

9 days to the end of 2010.
Sing along this.. " Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle on the way~ "
so time being... let make 2010 year a blast one!

Advanced Merry Christmas (:

Thoughts

2010-12-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

If thinking back of the past, is there a time when you get depressed? I think majority encountered things that made us depress about (be it schoolwork, outside, friendship or family), the matter of time to overcome and the way we think and see it. I did ask some friends around me and how was it like. And worse come to worse was close to end of life. Quite scary if those thoughts start to accumulate and change to another person. To have an open heart, learn to let go and trust...

Sometime... when I got the things I want, I realised that I dont really want it anymore. I wonder why I make myself hectic and tired when I dont really want it to be like this. Human like me is so fickle minded... Once I move forward, can I step back?

Today was quite a wasted day. I spent majority of the day sleeping and procastinate at home. At least something to be happy about was to spend my day in searching for gift for a friend. Awesome buy and the price remained as secret. :)
Bought 4 pieces of cakes
It's like a happy drug pill.
Banana cake, choco cake, carrot cake and black forest!
Fat? not at all! haha~ even my mum love it.
I gave her the sweetest and awful taste cake while I took the black forest. Nice :)

FYP- final year assessment

2010-12-14T00:20:00.010+08:00

I've shoo~ off an invisible heavy log on my back :)
That day was the last day of FYP, everybody did a great job and was really such a long way we've done this whole thing from past 3 months. Then, if I count down for the end of this sem, it would be less than 70 days. The feeling was quite unbearable because... school life is always better than working.
I gonna miss every single bits here once I graduated. To think of future, it seems to be vague... The older you are, the more responsbility. So can the time stop till I am ready for it?

Pictures speak a thousand words....

Even the scenery in RP is the nicest of all.

smile showed how great it is- to be H.A.P.P.Y!~

freedom smell lingers all around.
(haha.. they look like drug addicts though)

Mentioning Pastamania, I just feel like puking.

A simple celebration. The end.

To an end

2010-12-10T23:55:00.001+08:00

Still alive! FYP evaluation is just one more day, which close to an end.
The poster at SSP turned out to be pretty good in the quality, far better than the school.

I totally agree with this that "what comes around goes around." like the things you did, be it bad or good things, in turn either one get a punishment, lesson learnt or a reward- compliment. Some people just nv think of the consequences before all action was done.

hahs.... Dobby is funny in Harry potter movie, but i think in real-life, he looked freaky to me! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0dDre8-Nh4 (Y)

Woo, one more week to holiday~ I must plan my schedule day wisely.
Before heading to bed, I showed my master pieces!
I found the photo somewhere in my old folder. It was a laptop skin design competition 2 yrs ago.

"The fashion lady with the red bag" run~ hahaha!

Good luck to fyp :) is a super early morning! :SSSSSSSS

Procastinating

2010-11-28T01:24:00.005+08:00

Procastinating again when I supposed to do my report. omg.
and I was having many negative thoughts this past few days, really made me like an emo nemo.
Esp when I came to the thoughts of the past, present and future, which made me had insomnia the whole night. Some truth are nv to be told, and it's hard to find a listener.
but im over with it, i guess.

Beside being an emo nemo, I have fall in love with .........

Polaroid!

That meetup was an unexpected and last minute called up.
and the date was wrong. haha...

Tmr will be occupied, just come at the wrong timing. :/
I really running out of time to do my editing report.
Ok, back to report...

Dance with my daddy

2010-11-24T23:35:00.005+08:00

Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!

1. If someone says, "shelf", you say?
Airplane

2. How would you describe yourself?
Just the way you are- Bruno Mars

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Rhythm of love- Plain white Tee

4. How do you feel today?
I never told you- Colbie Calliat

5. What is your life's purpose?
Billionare- Travie Mccoy.
OMG... yes, I wanna be a billionare so fcuking bad... !

6. What's your motto?
Talking to the moon- Bruno Mars
-.-

7.What do your friends think of you?
Count on me- Bruno Mars (count on me, and I'll guide you~. hehe)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Love the way you lie- Rihanna

9. What do you think about every often?
Live like we're dying- Kris Allen
haha.. so true!

10. What is 2 + 2?
Pyramid- Charice

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Teenage dream- Kate perry

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Something bout love- David Archuleta (HAHA...)

13. What is your life story?
Eenie Meenie!- Justin bieber
-.-

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Not afraid- Enimem
IM NOT AFRAID, NOT ALONE~~ ^^

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Break your heart- Taio Cruz

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dynamite- Taio Cruz
I totally going to screw this if it's for a wedding song. HAHA!

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Canon in D- Pachelbels
I like... haha!

18. What is your biggest fear?
I like it- Enrique Iglesia

19. What is your biggest secret?
All the right moves- One republic
haha, planning on the way

20.What will you post this as?
Dance with my daddy- Luther Vandross
lols! ok.. This post will be named as dance with my daddy.

I have so much fun doing this seriously. haha!
Goodnight :) tmr will be a better day.

Somewhere...

2010-11-22T02:23:00.005+08:00

Craving craving and craving so much!!!!
and I really mean it.

disappointed

2010-11-19T23:53:00.004+08:00

It suddenly remind me of one incident. You know no one ask what's going on, maybe I hide it really very good. You know that time, I found a door. The door is closed. I rem your words and response.

From there, I learnt to be independent.

Death Waltz

2010-11-16T22:50:00.005+08:00

This piece of song is really very impressive!
Heartbeat throbs faster when come to the intense part. (Y)

Sometime, I still do not know the things I did for this was right or not
I feel bad too, but ...

Officially to blogger!

2010-11-10T00:42:00.007+08:00

I still find blogger is the best! :D
Been using this blog since 2008, flashback and reminding me of some happy and sad incident, memories after reading some of my post. but is quite funny when i read on my ranting posts. lol

And I realised that gumtree website to find for jobs are never to be trusted. It really wasted of my time, cuz the company that you might be working with can be a scam or not a well-establish company. Naish.. I had learnt my lesson. Nevertheless, I still spent a fruitful afternoon. :)
Recapping of last week! Last week was quite happening and eventful...
with friend's birthday celebration, in addition to my sister's birthday and then to science centre trip: CSI with sec school friends.

Trip to science centre was quite tiring :/ esp when had to crack ur head so much in finding out for who's the culprit/ murderer... seemed adventurous!
i just dun like when you had to walk a big round of maze for different cases. :S But it's fun with friends :D. They were more enthusiatic than me!

Yea. Photo! there's so many photo that I want to upload. but im just lazy.

this cake from four leaves was yummy, there's biscuit inside. ^^

with the birthday girl and a simple dinner.

the little chicks! too tender to touch them.

this is the CSI mentioned.
PS: passion card member and starhub member have discount!
but was kinda boring, only me? -.-

finally a photo with R! so hard to take photo tgt with her.

FYP report round the corner and UTs... :C
tell myself... after dec, i will be free. I feel alot better...
goodnight!

Psst... Netbook!

2010-09-28T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hello! Blogger, Im back. Tumblr is being a bitch!
Recently, I got a red HP netbook :D hee... I was so fickle-minded on whether to buy or not. friend all pek cek of me. haha~ well.

There it goes my nightmare, FYP.
It's like a rocky and muddy pathway here, finding a hard way to get into the destination.

Oh FYP, you take up so many of my time.
Oh Money, Im in pain.
Oh friends, I miss some of you.
Oh travelling, I made a harsh mistake.
Oh work, should I.

you know just over a simple thing makes it so complicated.
Just only one thing that make you unhappy about for a moment.
going off to do my logbook now... LEI SI WO LE.

Moved.

2010-06-09T02:28:00.000+08:00

I've MOVED
joysticksss.tumblr.com

Cheeky smile! :)

2010-05-31T23:14:00.007+08:00

Smiling at you! ((=

When things get tough, when life gets tiring, when times to do FYP report,
Look at these.. you might be happier!
It's a balloon! Love playing with my canon IXUS 100.

Contradicting.

2010-05-28T22:20:00.010+08:00

It's holiday!!! Hoorayyy... finally a good rest.
Life is so contradicting. When school starts, i want holiday to come. When holiday come, i wan my school life to be back and enjoy those "hectic" period of time!
Then when im busy with schoolworks, people come disturb me with outings and meetups. When holiday come, no one to disturb me :( Sigh TTM!
Planning to spend the 2 weeks holiday working on FYP. Not so easy as many distractions around. Thinking to change a new blog or just updating my twitter. For my whole 10 years, I nv lose my specs before. Now, i cant find my specs, i cant see, relying on my contact lens. haha.. my parents were ransacking my room to help me find my specs. haha! And i feel so frustrated cuz my vision is blur. I hope my specs will reappear again and it's expensive to buy a new specs. :/

Something memorable for this week... my Lao dad's birthday! Happiness need not to be expensive. A simple dinner and a cake with my whole family is enough. im so full of wisdom now~

When you know you start to get older each year,
1 candle is always enough. :)

Rain rain go away.

2010-05-22T22:30:00.005+08:00

I look forward to be a good day today~ all thank to the rain and it cancelled-.- Woke up at 4.30am, it's been so long since i woke up at this early timing, 3hrs of sweet dream. From west to bedok. I had been waiting and waiting. Maybe karma has come to me, now i understand the feelings of a friend who is late. lol... In the end, i took a taxi. And it rained and cancelled. So annoying! Urghhhh.... Nevertheless, Breakfast + Lunch at Tong seng and little catchup were enjoyable. :)

It is surprising how much of memory is built around things unnoticed at the time. Memory last forever, to keep hold of the things I loved, the things I want to do and the people that changes the way you are.
Life for the past few days, week are chaotic, getting to slow down a little.

and GSS is coming! :DDD Heezzz. :)(:

HUNGRY~ are you? lol

a T-day!

2010-05-12T23:40:00.007+08:00

Things start to pile up and screwed up. be it outside or school.

It's not a time to play.
None of them understand that. I appreciate everything that is done and organising something is not easy. Not because I do not comprise, there's reason behind all actions, putting your shoes into my shoes and understand.

How I wish 1 day will have 48 hours.

Feel cranky and distracted. Sometimes, things always happen in the last minute... how would I know. My mistake is that nv keep a promise to others when you are not committed to it. Never even to assume, cuz assuming will make mistakes. From now on, I dun assume and make promises. Ignorance is a bliss!
May the spring come... that everything will turn out to be successful.

Today is not my day, a T-day from day to night.

Phobia.

2010-05-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

Phobia to CAKE now! NO NO NO~~~

Getting more and more gross, imagine eating it for consecutive 3 days. Today was a fruitful day, apart of Mother day, celebrated Alvina belated birthday. Was last minute called up.
Birthday surprise for today was a successful one, again ate 2 cakes- mom's cake, friend's cake.
Anyw, Happy Mother's day! I love you mum even though you are the best radio in the world! :D

RT from twitter. what a nice quote!
haha.

Random.

2010-05-08T00:31:00.032+08:00

A WONDERFUL BREAKFAST to restore all the energy back! post this entry mainly because of these photos. nice effects esp the coffee eh. lol.

Good accomplishment is that i celebrate 4 friends birthdays within a month. ;)
Feel good, cuz my mind keep on flashing back those birthday bash and celebrations. The bad is that i can be broke if there's more upcoming birthdays~ lol
Mom and dad' birthdays coming soon. How now brown cow? *A enormous hole in my pocket*
When can I go for tb jab? There's no time.
I just dun like friday class. This will be my last time to avoid. :(
UTs in 2 week times. Study hard ppl!
Finding a way to keep a balance.

Be decisive! not fickle minded.

2010-04-29T21:04:00.007+08:00

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! I dun expect too much. FYP sucks BIG time, re-doing over and over again. And I cant wait for weekend to come. Just cancelled a meetup, a movie and a dinner, feeling so gulity. Im so fickle minded and indecisive like fighting a battle to myself in my mind. Too many cravings and wants but yet empty promises and time is limited to me. Thinking back, i feel myself really very bad and guilty now... *Self reflection*. hmph.

Should I or not? A sudden temptation to buy!

The black one is so nice, but the price differs. :(

i still prefer the black one. cuz black and white is my favourite.

Go go gone~~

2010-04-25T02:40:00.006+08:00

ANOTHER WEEK GONE~ TIME FLIES.
THANK GOD IS WEEKEND.
EVERY FRIDAY IS THE DAY I HATE THE MOST.
HOW TO KEEP A BALANCE.

Chocolates!

2010-04-18T16:28:00.008+08:00

That day marked the end of work. 2 months holiday was still a fruitful one despite the complaints, those listening ears... bet their ears would have a lot of shit by then. haha. and I think my vulgarity words was the highest hits for the past 2 months. Didn expect for those cards, gifts from them. All good things come to an end. Pls let my mind to stay focus on school, school and school.

Life is like a box of chocolates. Just like those boxes of chocolates with different flavours- milk, dark , hazelnuts chocolate and lots. Some can be too bitter to swallow like the dark chocolate, some are just sweet enough ^^ Currently, im picking on the sweet chocolate. lol. A great findings in here was that bitter doesnt mean it is totally bad. If everything go smoothly in life, everything are so great, what's more to learn about? so you never know what you going to get till you taste it.

On the brighter side...

2010-04-13T00:24:00.017+08:00

On the brighter side... .. :) School reopens, bliss or disaster? Yes, it's D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R!